Without you by my side.

There are somethings.....

That time can not mend. Through the dark path that seems to go nowhere, and lead to heights that are impossible to climb, nor possible to achieve. My thoughts for you are never ending as the untameable sea. My heart aches to see pain in your face. For I know what it means to feel left alone, And have noone to go to to tell what and how you feel even though they would never understand. I know the feeling of being lost or just completely abused by the one you love the most. The unstoppable tears that would put the sea to shame flow from my eyes each and every night that I spend alone thinking if they only knew.

I can't stop this fear that I have of just thinking about loving you, and all of a sudden losing you. You say that I need to stand up for myself and keep on fighting for what I want. I can't stand the thought of losing you. I hate seeing you in pain like this. It's still hard to deal with losing you everywhere I go, But I'm trying to do what I can for your sake. I blame myself for everything that has happened.

The chances of us staying together are slim to none, Very limited. I can't stop loving you even after the long talks and warnings that I seem to have everyday with alot of people. Everytime I see you I see someone who deserves a second chance. My heart can not and will not go on beating without you by my side.