Abandonment.

Dear Emily,

I Can't stop thinking about you. There is never a time in my life where I've regreted knowing you. You are such an amazing person to me. You have made my life So much easier to live, Because right now it's really crappy, and rather lonely. I feel as though everyone has abandoned me and almost can't wait until we leave. And all that does is make me feel like my life was ment for everyone to take out their feelings on me and I'm ment to be a great big target for them to just lash at me. I feel like I'm living a sacrificed life. I wish people knew how much I hate being accused of thing that were never done. It makes my think that I don't have a purpose, and my life is nothing. Nearly all my friends and those I cared for most have abandoned me and stone me with their words. Emily, I wish I lived a life like those in the book of Martyrs. Emily, I used to live such a normal life. Now I feel as though I will never get back to that. I love you for everything that you've done for me and taught me. You will always and forever be my best friend. Though you may also abandon me.

Love always,

Cali Andrews