Cali Andrews

Have you ever been forbidden to love another?
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend?
Lied to, cheated, decieved?
I cannot say fully what is inside my heart and mind. Though I don't think you would understand the pain that is whelped up inside me. My life story is confusing for the people who have not felt the same pain as I. Even I am confused. I don't know where to turn nor who to turn to.
My name is Cali Andrews, And this is My story.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

A Letter to Lila

Dear Lila,

I know that you probably never be able to read this, although youll probably never be able to read any of the letters I write to you, I just want you to know that I miss you so dearly. I miss the memories we used to share together. I just wish you were here with me laughing and sharing inside jokes together like old times.

I feel as though we have become quite distant you never call or write or anything. I cant help but wonder....why? Emily told me that you have been talking to her behind my back and writing to her about me and telling her how much you dont like me. Why, What have I done to you Im so confused. How could you just throw our friend ship away like that? What did I ever do to make you well basically....hate me? Lila if I could go back to the past and change what ever it was that I did wrong I would do it in a heart beat.

Lila everything that you and Emily have been talking about is well, just Crud! Lila when I heard about what you and Emily were talking about, Yes I was very confused, angry, upset and I felt very betrayed, but still deep down inside my heart I felt as though I couldnt let you go. My love for you still grows stronger and stronger every day
I love you Lila,
with all my heart
Love, Cali

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