Saying Good-Bye.

Well bare with me, I havent written for a very long time. Well so far a lot has been happening since Lila left, and it was very difficult to get over the fact that shes gone. I hate it that I cant talk with her as much as I did. People tell me quite often to just let her go, but its very hard to let go of a person that has filled so many holes in my heart. It really hit me hard when Lila left, but I've gotten better since then.

My intensions of writing my story is not for the sake of writing, but because I guess there are things that are even unwritten people dont understand of what was and what is.

How can you pick up the peices from the past? The pieces that you threw away without the thought of going back. All of the things from your past that were expected became the unexpected to the future which is now the "past". Now that it is "present" you look back and see that the unexpected future(which is the past) was probably the most beautiful thing that anyone could ever imagine. That is one of the most precious things in life that most people are blind of when it comes to thier "past", Seeing their past that was given to them.