Thinking of Lila

As I sat on my bed I couldnt help but think of Lila, I wonder what she is doing, I wonder if she is thinking of me. Hmm I dont know. As I sat there I thought to my self "I wish she knew my secrets, the secrets that are the tears within my heart. The tears that fell like rain from my eyes and the love that poured out for you the night we said good-bye. Im sorry I didnt tell you how much you meant to me but I didnt want to think about the thought of you leaving you are my best friend and now I will never have the chance to go back and say what needed to have been said. You have opened my eyes to what I needed to see not to what had wanted to see.

I am so afraid of loosing you. Just the thought of loosing you is like never being able to breath. To loose you would break my heart into a thousand pieces, My life wouldnt have a meaning to it.